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| Andy and Sheta left Fresno almost 2 weeks, I feel so bad that i can't see them before they leave. I called Sheta 2 times after she left, I got some pulishment from her...... Andy left me a note in facebook, I feel so gulity......... I told Sheta " I will able to do it although it's slow" ; well, she took my word, ton of pressure right now...... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ losing a "R"; ia almost 3 weeks already........... I feel weird, when i saw the CD in front of my door, and "R" knows that I am in the room...............SUX!!!! I ask myself, does it worth to gain a "r" and lose a "R", I don't know........ I don't even really gain the stupid "r", and I already lose "R"........but, I tried to get back "R". but, it is not easy at all......... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I am so happy that Ms Model finally get better, Miko and Ms. Model: take care! | | |
| Dear Wanky, I received ur SMS yesterday afternoon, I am so sorry about that. However, I am in Stockton now, I don't have any calling card to call you now.........but, I am worry about u now. I called Haman, Haman said that You were still in the Hospital........ I feel so guitly now, because I can't do anything at all, I will pray for you. and I miss you so much..... Wanky, everything is going to be fine, don't worry too much, I don't want you to spend too much time on crying.....you need to take care urself and Miko ar..... I will call you as soon as I go back home, Carmen | | |
| Haman..... thank you for the late April fool joke.........IT'S NOT FUN!!! Brian and I were angry for..... 5 seconds........well, at least, you are fine.............but, don't lie anymore, because when u tell us the truth, we won't believe you........lol Anyway, no matter what's going on, Haman, if you need me and Brian, we will be here for you^^ Today, when I was driving back to Stockton, I liisten to my i-pod, well,I just play it randomly....and, a lot of songs that i put it in i-pod, I never listen at all........especally when this song is playing: ..."Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arm, give me save from harm, .......Give me endless summer, lord I feel the cold, feel i getting old...." Wow........ haven't listen to this song for a long long time, and remind me how long I have been in US.....time go so fast...... | | |
| Just got a message from Haman and Ivan yesterday..... I feel so sad about that too..... I talked to Haman yesterday, this is the first time, I can hear Haman totally lost herself and sad........Nothing else i can really help at all.....but, i can feel the pain....Haman............."add oil" ar!!!! I lost myself quite a long time too, last week, I talk with my friend, RS, he said i should think about myself, what I really want now.... this week, I really spend lots of time to claim myself down, stop work OT, stop try so hard on myself.....and one day, i just sit in the living room, to think what the heck I am doing in this couple months...... also, I talked to my supervisor, 2 co-workers, and one of my best friends, ERIC..... Finally, I COME BACK!!! I find my goal again, but, still need to take sometimes to accomplish what i need........but, I am sure i can do that^^ NO ONE CAN GIVE ME UP, EXCEPT MYSELF, AND I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT..... On the other hand, just went to Ms. Model's blog, I know that life is so hard for her now, but, I know that u can do it^^ Miss u^^ Ivy..............hm, or YU-KI........ I will try my best to visit ur blog all th time la^^....lol.... | | |
| Just MSN with couple of my friends........ some of them, i haven't seen them almost+5 years lu~ one of my best friends: Model Wanky, she said that i haven't update my blog for a centry already.....that's true... too many things going on in the same time...and I AM FREAKING LAZY..... Well, I also add lots of new friends in facebook, When i read one of my friends profile, i found this quote: ----Don't hate the player, Hate the game--- Haha......... heard it for a long time, but, i like it this time..... Ms. model, what ever i did, i apologize, i want u to be the happiest "model" in the world...and u ar always my best friend!!! Gloria, congratulation for ur sucess^^ Bitchy Ellen, miss u soooooooo much, can't wait to talk to u!!! Yuki, wish u all my best^^ | | |
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